Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Today i felt the earthquake!!!!!! So scaryyyyyy...... But still i look calm... I'm just praying nothing cruel would happen.... Lets not talk about it cause it is so scary...
Me and ma Cuzie, Ilham Enjoying Raya and ma daddy birthay!!!
Ma cuzie and niece.... Enjoying The RAYA!!
This is the time when i was so shocked when ma cuzie is playing with our niece while i was taking video ov them...
Behind the scene:
Abg Is : who is sleeping
Saifudding : Enjoying playing psp..
Wani : Beside Ma niece who is enjoying watching the both ov them playing, and Wani is the victim...
The Actress ov this yr raya is Kak June And Ria Nur Insyirahhhh........ Wheeeee!!!
Manis with Mr TeDdy...
On Hari raya!!!! he tried the new sofa first!!! He so kanchong!!
Nowdaes i am so boring at home... I do ma own thing i clean ma mess...
When i'm ready to go to sleep, here he is to disturb me....And having a companion Like him makes me SMILE... Having a pet like u is the happiest gift from daddy and mom...
U are the naughtiest and the cutest...
U are ma most enemiest... u are ma stinker aka stinky kitty..
When i Cried, u look at me as though u wanna sae somethingg...!!!!
I LOVE U CAT!
7:20 AM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
I Love the date todae.. The moment that I felt so happy... I Love us to be this way..
Atlast ma prayers are not gone to wasted... Thanks God... U give me the chance to show them the people whom i love .. That I still loved them no matter wat happen....
Ini lah keindahan bulan ramadhan... Seolah olah ako bermimpi Fuyoo! Chett! Ari nie alik umah nak kene cepat.. Nak makan pastu nak kene tlg daddy kemas bilik i ler... Pastu dah kemas nak kene alih nie lah tu Lah.. Aiyoo!
Mati Katak jugak ako nie...
Malam2 kit nak kene buat 2 mcm kuih nie.. Mummy la suroh tlg.. Takpe la.. Bantai jer ar... Takleh tdo siang ar ari nie..
Loves: All the best to u and Congrates.. I noe u can do it... Iv u fall I help u up aite... Hehe... LoL!
SLAMAT BERPUASA AND SLAMAT HARI RAYA KAWAN2 KU........
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATINNN....!!!!
God Bless: LiL JuLz
11:49 PM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Yesterday was the day that ma heart hurts so much...
Beeing bruised, being ashed and being hurt by all the
words dat comes out from ur mouth.. U sae the words,
and finally saes the word... U didnt think when u are angry..
U even saes that u hate me and dont talk to u animore...
U didnt even care when u noe i am crying loudly...
U just walk away w/o looking behind...
U keep blaming me for everything although u know u are
the one who started it... I saw u smiling wen we were arguing....
U think its Funny..? Maybe this time i learn to be patient, honest
and tried to be independently...
No more mummy's, no more daddy's, No more Adek's and No more Fwennnss.. Just me! me! me!
I'm Just Smiling.... And act nothing Happen...
I'm Just
Smile, though ma heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
I'll get by...
If I smiled
With ma fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
I'll find that life is still worthwhile if I'll just...
Light up ma face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time I must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
i'll find that life is still worthwhile
If I'll just Smile.......
10:11 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
I'm On mc fer last thursday & Friday..
Ma Sickness is back... The Lump, The puss, The swollen, The REdishh
& the wonderfuL pain is ready to strike me agaen.. Need to be on medication for this week..
I was given 2 types ov Antibiotic this tyme... Need to eat them 7 times a day.. Need to asked
Ma mom to help me clean the wound fer me each time i finished ma bath.. Need to Sit in the salt water agaenn!
I cant fast coz i need to take the medicines..
I come to werk todae and tomorrow i'm on mcm agaen coz
i need to go to Alexandra Hospital to meet ma surgeons.. He is
shocked to hear that it come out agaen.. Coz he's the one who does the operation fer me...
He Did two times fer me.. He so cute and adorable to look at..
Haiz i Dont noe wats the result will be tommorrow.. I just hope fer the better..
Missing ma Bf alotsss! I didnt meet him fer a week now... He's so busy with his werk....
Yesterdae i was so busy cleaning the house..
Wash ma house... clean ma room.. Cause ma dad wanna paint ma room..
I went out with ma parents yesterdae, I got a good lecturing by the 2 ov dem.. Well their lecture
is still the best Dough!.. I spoke with ma cuzie too yesterdae... Thanks Fer advice too aite...
I alwaes have the thought about ma sickness.. Ma family waste alot ov money fer this fucking
sickness ov mine.. I clean maself after werk to stay out from bacteria, still its still growing...
Dont undastand... Am i gonna have it till i'm dead? Oh ma god... I'm Gonna suffer...
Who wanna do fer me ma dressing iv ma mom's no longer around...
This problem always occur to me.... I asked the doc whether is it cause ov dirty blood.. They SAe "Not really"..
Wats the cause of it?? Tomorrow i'll know...
:Oh god pls help me... I need yr help now...
11:36 PM
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Yesterday night i got trouble with ma sleep.
I cant sleep coz i kept thinking about that fucking
tip in dats the bitch Polly asked me to do it..
Firstly, she came to me and asked to print 4 copies,
So yesterdae i printed all the 4 copies dat she asked me to print..
After i've done printing, i give her straight asked her to check
to see whether it is in high rest or not..
Den U noe wat happen, she happily slide her chair with the printout,
And saes "Julz i've no tyme ar u do can.."!
The minutes she saed that... I was boiling up and scared...
She knows how much i hate doing tip in.. If i noe how to to the tip in,
i am so proudly will do it happily.. She knows that until now i
still cant tip in.. Ya i noe.. one fucking Dae Definitely i will learn how to fuckin tip in..
I took awhile coz i am not good at cutting! Even Ma mom's Noes dat I'm not good
at cutting.. I noe we can learn, but this happen to me since i was a kid k..
Todae Morning, i try talking to her nice way, asked her to help me to do the tip in..
Cause i need to do the HRSD Hotel Asian.. To Update it and i need to do the rest ov ma HRSD thingy...
She nicely ans with attitut... "Dont Give Me dat as ur excuse, I dont Noe u go and fine the way"..
Imagine ar the head ov ur department talking to u as iv she pays u.. She aint ma boss.. i Dont Fuckin care fer her..
One thing i noticed about her, she's really a plastic..
After that she can come to ma place talkin to me in a nice way, about HRSD..
Fucked Right!!! I am not a multitasking Like her.. A bitch can olwaes be a multitasking wat...
So now.. i am really confused, which one shuld i do, Tip in or HRSD..
I did'nt even touch the tip in things.. Until now i am doing ma HRSD.. I Dont Fucking care..
All i noe, i ordie explain to her ma werk... Iv she dont care about me, fer wat i wanna care fer her...
She evens thinks that she is the best designer.. She look down on ma other 2 designer.. She always talk without thinking first..
Iv she thinks dat everybody is not talking to her, she always gather us to go conference room.. (To clear things up) Like reaL!!!
Ma department are angry at her, but we act as in we are fined with her attitude..
And always listen to her... Now she hurt us even more.. I can say she's crazy over designation..
Well i just pray fer her all the best.. I hope she changed her fucking attitude.. Iv she kept being like this..
She end up loosing her colleague who werk under her.. i prefer abg Mus den her... Well Bye2 Polly..
All i can sae is dat i hate u so much and i am going away from u.. Harap kau bahagia samping Laki kau ngan anak2 kau La...
12:07 AM
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Todae.. I was so damn bored... One ov the HRSD Clients irritates me alots... They wants their Listing to be 6.5cm... So i asked PoLLy ma head of art department, and she irritates me... I dont know dats y i asked... So i can refresh back.. She saes "Huh U dont noe ar" Fuck right.. Iv I dont Noe and never asked her den turn up to be a mistake, she will get angry.. Coz i never asked her.. Funny ar She...
For the ramadhan month, all the malays in ma office gets to go off at 6... This tyme i really need to rush so i can be at home in time.. I took 963 as usual.. Alone.. So boring.. The buss was full with people... The air con was sucks i cant feel the coldness... Its smelly.. Ma bad Luck haha... I got back home 15 minutes after buka.. Ma mom ordie prepare fer me food.. Macroni Ma favourite and plus bandung.. Yum2.. DelicioUs...!!!! Congrates to Amin.. All the best Yawrr... Wish all the Muslim's people Slamat Menjalani Ibadah Berpuasa...
6:31 AM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Todae I took off.. So i just chill with ma mummy and cat.. hehe... Nothin to do.. followed mummy to market... Asked ma mom wats the name ov the every fish dat i saw there... i Noe i irritate her but its ok... I'm learning!!! Choose the nicer onions... Cool man!!! i really enjoy going to market laa...
I get to choose while mummy just ordering me.... To choose the nice one...
I had breakfast with mummy.. i ate prata, drink milo..
Damn wen i drank milo, suddenly i felt so hot.......
Den i remember drinking hot milo will makes me so hot.....!!!! And started to laugh at maself...
After that, i just help ma mom with the house chores...
dOnnoe y todae ma moods change tuuh so helpful....
I got chocolates from mummy cause i help her doing house chores...
Hello Panda Lagik... Dats ma fav mannn.....
HaziQ: I'm so happy dat yr nyai is ok... I'LL pray fer her...
Ma Babies and colleagues: I miss u guys!!!
6:56 AM
Today i felt the earthquake!!!!!! So scaryyyyyy...... But still i look calm... I'm just praying nothing cruel would happen.... Lets not talk about it cause it is so scary... 
Me and ma Cuzie, Ilham Enjoying Raya and ma daddy birthay!!! 
Ma cuzie and niece.... Enjoying The RAYA!!
Manis with Mr TeDdy...
On Hari raya!!!! he tried the new sofa first!!! He so kanchong!!
